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For anyone who may be reading this, I will be gone by morning. I'm sick of feeling this way... a way that I will never feel again.


Mordecai, if you are reading this, I just want to say that I'm really sorry for what I have done. I know that I am not perfect, no one is; I'm sorry for letting you down, hurting you, and costing you your love. I now know that you two were made for each other. I know that you may already know this... but, I've actually never understood what love was, until now. Remember that one time in Middle School where you comforted me at the lunchroom table? Yeah, my parents were going through a rough time... myself too. All I knew at that one point in my life was that cheating was wrong, especially on your partner, your lover, your soulmate. I was so... naive... I didn't know what I was thinking when I did that to you... It was wrong for me to do that, especially for what you did for me back in Middle School, healing me from those horrid days... I feel as if those days of Middle School are back.

I now know what love is... and it is a serious thing...  a thing that I won't mess with anymore...

I'm sorry Mordecai... I really am.... I miss you so much... You don't even realize.

I was your best friend, but I know that you won't forgive me for what I have done... No offense, but I know how stubborn you are... Sorry to be so blunt about that. I know that you won't have nothing to do with me anymore... I will just continue to be your doormat for you to walk all over and wipe mud on...

Since you're gone now... It feels like you have never showed up on that first day of school...

For the past week and a half, I have done nothing but cry myself to sleep... and I know that you hear me. I have heard you cry and that devastated me; I have never heard you cry before...

I'm writing this letter to not only apologize for my actions... but to let you know that I'm done and I won't be coming back... If anyone needs me, all you can find will be my ghost; a ghost that won't feel any more pain, suffering, agony, etc. ... And certainly, won't hurt anybody... ever again...

:music:Here's a letter for you
But the words get confused
And the conversation dies
Apologize for the past
Talk some shit take it back
Are we cursed to this life
:music:

I know that no one will understand my decision, but... I believe it is for the best, for me at least... I think that your life would at least be better off without me by your side... or at all. I did wrong and I think that I deserve the worse that is yet to come...

Good-bye, Mordecai... I hope you will have a safe and happy life.... Inside the envelope is the rest of my paycheck, along with my saved up money. I want you to have it... Go buy Margaret some flowers, candy, a ring, whatever... as long as you two are together once again...

I hope that Benson, Skips, Pops, Muscle Man & High-Five Ghost, Eileen, and Margaret have a wonderful life...but I want you to have a better one; better one than your current one...

Again, I'm sorry for my actions...


Good-bye Mordecai...

Your ex-friend,




Rigby
:icondalton709:
This is basically Rigby's suicide note. I know, this is really sad. :( But, I promise that the next chapter is going to be better.

Very First Chapter: [link]

Previous Chapter: [link]

Final Chapter: [link]

List of All Chapters ---> [link]

Song: [link]

Lyrics:
:music:Cut the skin to the bone
Fall asleep all alone
Hear your voice in the dark
Lose myself in your eyes
Choke my voice Say goodnight
as the world falls apart
Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this

Here's a letter for you
But the words get confused
And the conversation dies
Apologize for the past
Talk some shit take it back
Are we cursed to this life

Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this

I'm talking to the ceiling
My life just lost all meaning
Do one thing for me tonight
I'm dying in this silence

The last star left in heaven
Is falling down to earth and
Do you still feel the same way
Do you still feel the same way

Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this
:music:

****DISCLAIMER****
I do not own these lyrics, they belong to blink-182.
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:iconmylittleponyfreek:
!MyLittlePonyFreek Mar 19, 2013  New member Student Digital Artist
*tear*
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:iconthebluwaffle:
*sniff* I think this is the first story that I have ever read that has made me cry......Story still good though.
NO RIGBY NOOOOOOOOOO!D'X
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:icondalton709:
~Dalton709 Aug 1, 2012  Student Artist
adsfsdja;d Just wait until the next chapter, the final one.
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:iconthebluwaffle:
Ok......Still cry'
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:icongottaluvgia:
:iconruncryplz: NOO RIGBY COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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~Dalton709 Jul 31, 2012  Student Artist
Don't worry... wait until the next chapter, the final chapter.
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~CrucifyTheWolf Jul 31, 2012  Student Writer
................MEEEH D'X!!!
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:icondalton709:
~Dalton709 Jul 31, 2012  Student Artist
I TOLD YOU!!!
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~CrucifyTheWolf Jul 31, 2012  Student Writer
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~Dalton709 Aug 1, 2012  Student Artist
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