Mordecai, if you are reading this, I just want to say that I'm really sorry for what I have done. I know that I am not perfect, no one is; I'm sorry for letting you down, hurting you, and costing you your love. I now know that you two were made for each other. I know that you may already know this... but, I've actually never understood what love was, until now. Remember that one time in Middle School where you comforted me at the lunchroom table? Yeah, my parents were going through a rough time... myself too. All I knew at that one point in my life was that cheating was wrong, especially on your partner, your lover, your soulmate. I was so... naive... I didn't know what I was thinking when I did that to you... It was wrong for me to do that, especially for what you did for me back in Middle School, healing me from those horrid days... I feel as if those days of Middle School are back.
I now know what love is... and it is a serious thing... a thing that I won't mess with anymore...
I'm sorry Mordecai... I really am.... I miss you so much... You don't even realize.
I was your best friend, but I know that you won't forgive me for what I have done... No offense, but I know how stubborn you are... Sorry to be so blunt about that. I know that you won't have nothing to do with me anymore... I will just continue to be your doormat for you to walk all over and wipe mud on...
Since you're gone now... It feels like you have never showed up on that first day of school...
For the past week and a half, I have done nothing but cry myself to sleep... and I know that you hear me. I have heard you cry and that devastated me; I have never heard you cry before...
I'm writing this letter to not only apologize for my actions... but to let you know that I'm done and I won't be coming back... If anyone needs me, all you can find will be my ghost; a ghost that won't feel any more pain, suffering, agony, etc. ... And certainly, won't hurt anybody... ever again...
But the words get confused
And the conversation dies
Apologize for the past
Talk some shit take it back
Are we cursed to this life
I know that no one will understand my decision, but... I believe it is for the best, for me at least... I think that your life would at least be better off without me by your side... or at all. I did wrong and I think that I deserve the worse that is yet to come...
Good-bye, Mordecai... I hope you will have a safe and happy life.... Inside the envelope is the rest of my paycheck, along with my saved up money. I want you to have it... Go buy Margaret some flowers, candy, a ring, whatever... as long as you two are together once again...
I hope that Benson, Skips, Pops, Muscle Man & High-Five Ghost, Eileen, and Margaret have a wonderful life...but I want you to have a better one; better one than your current one...
Again, I'm sorry for my actions...
Good-bye Mordecai...
Your ex-friend,
Rigby










NO RIGBY NOOOOOOOOOO!D'X